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08 October 2011 @ 12:48 am
THANK YOU!!!  
Some years ago I meet you by chance... and what begin only as some random meeting ended changing my life in so many ways...
It's almost time for sleep, and really this has been a really sad day for me, I'm not sure why i'm writing this because i'm not good with words...
I'm not good sharing my feelings, but if I would be able to face you... what would I said to you???

First of all THANK YOU FROM MY HEART!!!

Thank you... you have gave me strength
Thank you... you have made me smile
Thank you... you have cheer me up
Thank you... you have inspired me to follow my dreams
Thank you... you have gave me the opportunity to meet wonderful people
Thank you... you have been my sunlight in my sadness
Thank you... YOU HAVE BEEN ONE OF MY DEAREST DREAMS

I wasn't around at the beginning... I wasn't around when you had another difficult time... but I'm here now and I'll be here supporting you with all my heart form now on

Kei-chan... for me you're NEWS heart <3 you're always been the second closest to my heart please keep cherish NEWS and cherish us as always!!! I'll be supporting you from my heart... should I said Leader? Yes I think so!!! Gambate Ne!!!!

Shige-san... Ryo-chan and Pi won't tease you anymore!!! hahaha... oh dear... I know this has been so painful for you!!! and this just breaks my heart!!!! a new NEWS a new start... like a phenix you'll flight again... I can't wait to shout out loud SHIGE SHIGE SHIGE during a concert!!!

Massu... OMG you know that my mom loves you??? Of course not, but she fell for your smile and who could blame her??? Your sweet voice always melt me >w< your smile makes my tears stop just to think in that!!! Please keep smiling!!!

Tegoshi... I hate you so much!!!! >o< just joking!!! You're so pretty... but you're also such a brat!!! oh my devilish boy sometimes i'm so jealous at you... but I love you!!!! You're the sparkling light in NEWS your energy is so contagious!!!!
I can't wait to see what kind of man you'll become!!!

Ryo... I'll miss your sharp tongue... and your cool sexiness... I'll miss you most because I'm not fond to K8... maybe I'll give them a chance because of you ^____< but for me... you'll always be NEWS no Nishkido Ryo!!!

Yamapi... I'll always LOVE YOU!!!! I'll always support you!!!! I know that this wasn't easy for you!!!
Right now... i just wanna hug you!!! Just wanna know that everything'll be all right!!!
I can't tell you anything because it's too painful... but be sure that your place in my heart & soul hasn't change a little bit!!!
I LOVE YOU AND I TRUST YOU!!!!

I WISH THE BEST FOR ALL OF YOU!!!! I'LL BE PROUD OF YOUR SUCCESS!!!! THIS NEW BEGINNING WONT ERASE ALL THE BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS THAT YOU GAVE ME... THANK YOU!!!!!!

Today... you have made me cry... honestly it's been a long time since the last time that i cried this much... but tomorrow will be a better day... you'll be safe in my heart forever!!!!
I just hope that all the postcards, letters, fanvideos, all the projects that this amazing fandom has done... would have reach you in a way!!!!

PLEASE MAKE US PROUD!!!! PLEASE SAY SOMETHING ELSE... PLEASE COME BACK SOON!!!!! I'M WAITING FOR YOU!!!!

GRACIAS!!!!  GRACIAS!!!!  GRACIAS!!!!  GRACIAS!!!!  GRACIAS!!!!  GRACIAS!!!!


I'll go to sleep thinking in your happy faces!!!  LOVE YOU!!!

 
 
Current Location: MY Bed
Current Mood: sadsad
 
 
 
michiyo_7michiyo_7 on October 8th, 2011 07:13 am (UTC)
I wish the best for all of them. I think nobody wanted this to happen, but that's just life. Right now, I can't do anything except love and support him wholeheartedly.
yttenaid: Pi in a Dreamyttenaid on October 8th, 2011 12:25 pm (UTC)
I can't wait to hear from them ^^ my savings are in trouble!!!
I'm sure that eventually the sadness and pain will go away... to be honest the one who worries me most is Pi, this won't be easy on him in so many ways!!! now he's is SOLO and with no support at all, i mean... NEWS have each other, Ryo has K8... he doesn't has someone on his same shoes... but we're here as always for him and for NEWS
I just wish i could tell him... In your SOLO path you're not alone... we are with you!!!
michiyo_7michiyo_7 on October 8th, 2011 03:59 pm (UTC)
yeah I'm worried about him too. I'm scared he will get lonely. And this road is not easy. But his path have never been easy. So I hope all the fans can stay by his side. We'll always stay by your side tomo!!!
im_sakuraimconan on May 23rd, 2013 08:04 am (UTC)
almost cried reading this
yttenaidyttenaid on May 23rd, 2013 02:49 pm (UTC)
It's been a long time, but the feelings remain.
Thanks for commenting ^o^